Well, I'm in the weeks leading up to my annual exam. This year we're doing the mammogram and MRI at the same time. Why? I'm not sure, but it's what my NP and Dr ordered.
Every year I'm stressed out, high anxiety, on full alert in the weeks, days, and hours leading up to my appointment. This year you can multiply that by a kajillion because this year, I've reached my family onset age.
I'm hoping my ability to only compartmentalize my feelings kicks into overdrive and calms my crazy ass down! I've been able to only think about the big BC once a month when I do my SBE, let's see if I can make that compartment even larger for this looming day.
T Minus 23 days till I spend a thousand bucks to not have cancer!!
